Creamed Collard Greens

Collard greens are one of those foods I kind of pity sometimes. Like a lot of other green, leafy vegetables (kale! Swiss chard! dandelion greens!), it's not a staple in American meals. I mean, I can't speak for you or your household, but we didn't eat it growing up---ever. When we had vegetables, they were more classic choices like green beans or broccoli or carrots, and while those were all good things, eating only them meant overlooking an entire wall of the grocery's produce section---one which remained unknown to me for years. Then I grew up. And, in the same way that adulthood exposes us to all kinds of things we missed out on as children, from bills to alcohol to taxes---I went to an office Christmas party or baby shower or some other event where we all made something, and the downstairs receptionist saw my homemade cornbread and asked what she thought was a totally appropriate question: Well, where are the collard greens? This introduced me to two new … [Read more...]

Pumpkin Pie + Homemade Pie Crust

OK, I know what you're thinking: pumpkin pie in December? Why don't I just put on a Halloween costume and sing the Star-Spangled Banner while I'm at it? Listen, I know. Pumpkin pie is traditionally associated with Thanksgiving, and I know, here we are, a few days from Christmas---a time decidedly post-Thanksgiving. But I've thought this one through, and I'm bringing it to you today, anyway, despite the backwards holiday timing and seeming ignorance of appropriate blog content. I'm doing it for two reasons: This is the best pumpkin pie I've ever had. I can't stop making it. (Oh and PS: pie pumpkins are currently on sale at my grocery store, so hello?) I'm also posting this now because it includes a pie crust recipe! for a homemade crust! (Once you start making excuses, it's hard to stop.) I've posted this dough recipe before, with a quiche in early November, but I've since made it with all my pumpkin pies, as well as another version of that creamy pear pie, and … [Read more...]

because it’s April

As I sit at my computer tonight, I hear the rain outside, hitting the window, sloshing on pavement as cars drive by. It smells fresh, earthy, like your hands deep in soil when you're working in the garden, yet clean, like the glassy drops of dew on grass in the morning. It reminds me this is the time of year when things green, when they begin to grow. All the storms and pounding rain bring us tulips and lilies, leaves on trees, buds on branches. And it's funny how, a few months ago, when I scraped ice off my car and skidded down the expressway, I didn't believe this time would come again. At its darkest, winter was unending, hopeless---in that way, a little like life, sometimes. Maybe it's because I've been thinking about dreams lately---the big ones we make as children, unashamedly, be they astronaut or firefighter or surgeon. Everything's sunshine and rainstorms and possibility, then. But as we get older and things seem more difficult, it becomes easier to lose yourself to … [Read more...]

this right now

Morning, and the kitchen is quiet, with sunlight streaming across the sink and onto the wood floors, and I pour coffee, grab my lunch, take my keys from the little basket by the door. There will be 20 minutes at least, between me and the office, along expressways of commuters, and I will look at them, talking on their phones, singing with their radios, glancing at their watches, before I park and walk inside, up stairs to my desk, to begin the work day, to talk with my coworkers and double-check spellings at Merriam-Webster and watch the geese fly past my window and onto the roof. 5:30, and I'm getting in my car, like I've done so many times, and I'm stopping by the train station, like I do every day, and I'm walking in my front door, and I'm eating dinner, again. It's spring here---when did spring come? Weren't we just talking about fall and winter and how I hated the snow? The light lasts longer now, and the days are warmer, rainy. I take it all, eagerly, greedily, like it will … [Read more...]