Gluten-Free Tabbouleh

quinoa tabbouleh bowl

It doesn't matter if I'm with you in the kitchen making quinoa or talking to you through the lens of a computer screen, telling you I'm having a hard time making friends is one of the fastest ways I know to bring back all the emotions of second grade P.E. class. It's humiliating---kind of like announcing you're the kid no one wants to sit next to on the bus or that the guy who's taking you to dinner is only doing it because his mom knows your mom. Over and over again the last few days, when this topic has come up in conversation with acquaintances and friends, I've been shocked at how humbled I've been to simply state the truth, how much I've wanted to color it with less emotion and try to hide the fact that I crave deep relationships. I feel so embarrassed to say it, like I'm asking you to pity me and tell me I'm wonderful and invite me to your dinner party, but I force myself to do it anyway because it's true and I want to say what's true, and also, I want to fight the urge to only … [Read more...]